Hi, I am Erfan. It’s been four years that I am working in the field of awakening consciousness and self-development.
My journey began in early 2020 when I met my dear mentor, Legendary Bob Proctor. This encounter sparked my entry into the world of self-awareness and self-help. Throughout this journey, I faced challenges and moments of joy and sorrow: from amazing spiritual experiences to severe depression, consecutive financial failures, loneliness, and immigration. These challenges all led me to further self-realization and healing.
Rebirth
In the early morning of January 6th, 2023, I had a profound spiritual experience during a deep meditation. This experience transformed my life and shattered the identity I had lived with my entire life.
Following this experience, a powerful and mysterious force entered my body from the top of my skull, creating an unprecedented vibration throughout my body for a few moments—a trembling so intense that it enveloped the entire space of my room.
A year later, I realized this had been symbolically referred to in the Holy Scriptures as “the wind.”
“Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit. You should not be surprised at my saying, ‘You must be born again.’ The WIND blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.”
– Jesus Christ
When this force began to speak, I realized I was experiencing the “Presence of God” within myself!
In that moment, the divine force began speaking through my throat chakra:
I AM Love
I AM Light
I AM Eternal God
I AM Master of Masters
…
and then it continued:
I Have No Voice
I Have No Colour
I AM Eternal Now
At the end, I heard the word “AUM,” which is known in Eastern mysticism as the first sound of existence. Then, the divine presence left my body.
I had consecutive experiences, such as seeing my body on the cross and the awakening of the Kundalini energy—a supernatural event—that elevated me to another level of awareness. Understanding all of this was not easy for me.
The Dark Night of the Soul
These events made my encounter with the “Dark Night of the Soul,” which I was already in the midst of, even more challenging. I spent more than a year and a half in deep emotional and spiritual shock. I couldn’t understand what had happened, and the lack of information and external guidance sometimes made me feel as if I were losing my sanity.
I contemplate suicide many times, yet I continued to fight within myself.
Inside me, a full-blown battle raged between fear and faith—a tough struggle between light and darkness. In the end, light triumphed.
The Birth of Light
What happened to me was a spiritual rebirth—something that in ancient Persia was celebrated as the “Birth of the Sun” or “Birth of Mithra” and in Christian mysticism as the birth of “Jesus Christ.”
Yes, I experienced the birth of God within myself.
A Divine Mission
Now, my divine mission has been revealed to me. I am here to guide other children of God on the path to self-realization, healing and growth. It is an honour for me to guide my Father’s children so that they too may experience their “True Self.” Join me on this journey.
Your brother
Erfan Olam